Friday, July 27, 2012

A little peace

These are a few words from my favorite blogger, Katherina R
that describe myself, so well.. 
 
 "I think I miss my best friends
Be at peace, not in pieces"

When will I get my peace back?
Maybe after I'm practicing this things :

"Don't let the pain make you hate.
 Don't let the bitterness steal your sweetness. 
 Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree.
 Believe that wherever you are, is a beautiful place."

Kate, can u do this?
Do u hv some "magic spell" to get a little peace when u're in pieces?
Some people will say "Believe in God..Do this with God"
I know it's true
but I need more than just that typical words
The more they "shout" be with God, walk with God
I feel farther from Him
People only able to say "go that way"
Only few who can get my heart closer to Him
I haven't met that person
and I haven't understand God

I just wish a better day tomorrow..


Sunday, July 1, 2012

I miss my Dongsaeng.. a lot!











Dreams

My dream is


Running happily in the wide green grass field
This, represents that I wanna be free..
Free from worries, wounds that I keep for years, uncertainty
I imagine, that the air out there must be very refreshing
Running to 'catch the sun' then rolling on the grass haha


Well, that might be great to live like this for a year, at least ^^
Dongsaeng, will be soooo great ,right?? if we're able to do this?
I bet, your 2 years experience as an FA will cost nothing against this
even tough u travelled to world, u can't take home with u
but with it, we can travelled to many places..but not leaving home
haha.. if only we can do this together..


To do a job, that I like.. to see my work is growing everyday
To learn that every failure has it's lesson..
That in the end everything will be fine, if I keep trying and learning
To do this, with someone I trust.. someone who's able to encouraged me


Ticket and money to visit my dongsaeng, wherever she is

That's it.. my dreams for now.. or I can say my wishes
Can u give me any chances, to reach my dreams Lord?