Strength

strength

Those who are strong, able to protect their beloved

Those who are stronger, able to protect justice with their life

Those who ever be the strongest, able to protect life with their death

 Strength & courage

Responsible Youth

 Goddess of eternal youth

 Thinking of being young.. on my age
Being around 20+
is not always fun haha..
Young people interpreted as a free, wild, crazy, the most enthusiastic human being
that's true
but for me..
Youth is full of uncertainty, being so insecure, clueless about the future
Broken by love all over again
that's the common things that happen to us.. the young generation
We use emotions, more than considerations
We give "love", more than commitments
We try to achieve something, that in the end brings us nothing but regrets
We are the most energetic yet vulnerable creatures

This happens mostly because many adults failed to teach us
How to be a responsible youngster?
How to be strong enough?
Like a baby turtle, against the wildest wave to reach the sea
that's us

I hope I'll never forget this ups & downs of being young
So, someday if I ever have kids..
I can guide them how to maximize their youth
strong enough to against the wildest wave

Be young for me :
- One time..be spontaneous, don't plan ur trips..just go where u want to go
- Play hard, Run the night.. but make a valuable memories.
- Be wild & stupid.. but don't ever be a fool!!
- Be wise.. make urself a "home" for ur beloved
- Achieve something! for u & others..something good
- Reach ur craziest dream even the world against it
- Always love people, tough ur heart already broken all over again

Dandelion

 

dandelion 

You can read this : 

Dandelion's article 

I like to see dandelions since I was kid

Once, when I walk around in Lembang..Bandung

I found 1 little dandelion grow between the solid rock

I was amazed and I captured it 

Later, I realized that dandelions

has a super power inside it's tiny body

Yet, it also has a guts to fly away all over the world

no need to work overnight to get the airplane ticket

well, sometimes animal & plants are wiser than any human

I think dandelions are quite humble

it doesn't complain about the circumstances where they grow

They just need the sun.. touch of the nature

and it will spread all over the world

I compared my self to this little creature

I'm so hard to accept things in my life

my self, the 'world' outside, the other values outside mine

I'm a snob person

Dear God, I wanna be like dandelion

Humble but strong enough to accept all circumstances

and I wanna go fly away all over the world too

I wanna grow

and this, a message for my dongsaeng

I miss u much, but I miss your sunbae even more

everytime I turn into a person like this

cold, snob, stone head, blind, deaf

I hurt u more and more

I can't ask your apology, coz I keep repeating the same old mistakes

I can't give a promise, coz I haven't finish..struggling with myself

I just want to say.. that I miss u too

and I feel so sad, to let u bear this pain alone

I see that myself is so wrong..

Coming in & out as I "want" it..

don't care about your pain.. try not seeing the scars that I left on u

How can I come back? I don't know how to start

Get well soon, Kate

get well soon

Dear Kate,

It's not easy living abroad for u, yah?

I'd like to greet u.. ask ur condition or whatever

just try to hv a little chat with u

but i don't know how to greet u

weird right?

we've been go to the cinema, eat & shopping together

we've told our little love story before

but, I still feel that I'm just the "outsider"

because I read your blog.. I followed it

and u said that u're an introvert or u hate to socialize with people

I'm afraid that my sudden 'hello' will make u uncomfortable

just try to keep ur need to be 'alone'

and try to understand, that u're an 'observer from a far' (as u said on ur blog)

I did that.. People will said that I'm so weird, I know it's true

I can't be ur 'common close friend'.. haven't get a chance for it

Yesterday, when I get a chance to be ur room mate (I declined it, already)

Maybe someday, when we're living in the same time zone & place

we can get along together as a close friend (maybe)

Or maybe never..

But I hv a little heart for u, my friend.. through ur writings

Sometimes they inspired me..

You always know how to be grateful, tough u hv some hard times & relationships

You hv some values, fight for it.. and I agree with u

You're smart.. U see life from a different perception & brave enough to be different

Sometimes I want to be ur partner

So u'll get a little additional strength to hold on

Get well soon, kate..

don't lose to Spore climate =)

Well, I hope u'll able to read this message someday..somehow

Bird cage

bird cage

I wanna tell u about 2 little birds.

One (tweet) is living in a golden bird cage..

It's spacious & has some space for another birds

tweet is never alone

The other (tweep) is living in a small bird cage

The cage is just fit for 1 bird

It's very uncomfortable for both of them

Though tweet always get the best thing from it's master

Great foods, many friends, has many toys to played with

It never be enough 

So, in one night..tweet try to escape from the golden cage

tweet moved quietly, somehow tweet is able to unlock the cage

but..

tweet is not alone, the other birds are awake and make some noise

so, the master look after them..

and lock the cage

tweep..is very sick of it's cage

very small & tweep knows that it can fly awaay through the blue sky

tweep try to escape many times..but the cage is too small

a small movement, can produce some noise

how can they get out from the cage?

Maybe they should pretend that they're dying

so the master will come, bring them out of the cage..

so they will be free to go