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I like to see dandelions since I was kid
Once, when I walk around in Lembang..Bandung
I found 1 little dandelion grow between the solid rock
I was amazed and I captured it
Later, I realized that dandelions
has a super power inside it's tiny body
Yet, it also has a guts to fly away all over the world
no need to work overnight to get the airplane ticket
well, sometimes animal & plants are wiser than any human
I think dandelions are quite humble
it doesn't complain about the circumstances where they grow
They just need the sun.. touch of the nature
and it will spread all over the world
I compared my self to this little creature
I'm so hard to accept things in my life
my self, the 'world' outside, the other values outside mine
I'm a snob person
Dear God, I wanna be like dandelion
Humble but strong enough to accept all circumstances
and I wanna go fly away all over the world too
I wanna grow
and this, a message for my dongsaeng
I miss u much, but I miss your sunbae even more
everytime I turn into a person like this
cold, snob, stone head, blind, deaf
I hurt u more and more
I can't ask your apology, coz I keep repeating the same old mistakes
I can't give a promise, coz I haven't finish..struggling with myself
I just want to say.. that I miss u too
and I feel so sad, to let u bear this pain alone
I see that myself is so wrong..
Coming in & out as I "want" it..
don't care about your pain.. try not seeing the scars that I left on u
How can I come back? I don't know how to start
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