Love weighs me down

Psalm 88 : 18 "You have taken my companions & loved ones from me.. the darkness is my closest friend"

This verse becomes real when :

- U put ur head deep down in the blanket at night, shaking because of the insecurity u feel inside
- There's a heavy elephant in your chest, when suddenly ur mind bring back any sweet memories of ur
   loved ones
- U can't count on anybody while u're drowning in the depths of painful tragedy
- U feel so vulnerable because of every unwanted tantrum that u put to ur beloved..
   That only make u see how terrible u are
- U see how broken u are.. when there's nobody to catch u
- U messed everythings up & u feel like so disgrace
- Nothing feels so right
- U're in ruin.. chaos
- No more prides left, nothing that u did make u proud of urself..

   I'm as bad as the guy in Katy Perry's song - Weigh me down..
   Have no idea, why I let myself lost this far..DAMN!!!

Weigh Me Down
 

We're looking in the same direction
But you don't see what I see
Just a half moon in your perception
It looks full to me
Oh my head is caught, caught in clouds
But your buried so, so far down

Reff :You drag me down to earth
You stomp my heart it hurts
You weigh me down
The way your pulling me
You're worse than gravity
You weigh me down
You weigh me down

Your words can pollute the future
So you should choose carefully
Cynical is a natural born killer
If it were up to me I would say
Lets get you all medicated
So we can get dedicated

(Reff)

This is not a race
This is the relationship
But you take the cake at being the worst in it
Try and keep me grounded
You took my faith and nearly drowned it

This is not a test
This is the relationship
You are the best in being Mr. Negative

You weigh me down

(REFF)